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[pushpin]

yea shed probly like it huh

[swordhardy]

Not sure about like it, but she doesn't do so well with being idle. She has her reasons

We both do

[pushpin]

bcoz shes 1 too ?

[swordhardy]

In part, yeah

Luckily things worked out pretty well, as far as the station goes. The food's enough to satisfy her. Not... that it doesn't bring its own problems, but those are easier to take care of

Just in case you were wondering about that

[pushpin]

naw
u told me not to worry about it so i didnt

[swordhardy]

Oh? That feels pretty good

[pushpin]

shut up

[swordhardy]

Nah

[pushpin]

i promised i would
u know how i am

[swordhardy]

I do

That's why it feels good

[pushpin]

u got other people that trust u, dont u ?

[swordhardy]

Yeah, I suppose I do

But that's not the same

[pushpin]

hows that

[swordhardy]

Fighting together fosters trust

We don't have that, you and I. We had to start from a different point

[pushpin]

[...]

[how starkly different the words Rokurou says contrast the ones a man in his similar position had once told him -- all in the prepositions, "against", "for", "with"]

[and how much more tolerant and soft he finds the daemon's, physically feeling his heart give one hard push towards him and away from a bitter memory]

oh

[swordhardy]

... Something wrong?

[pushpin]

no, i
no
the opposite

[swordhardy]

Oh?

1/2

[pushpin]

ur gonna make me explain ? tch....

i lied 2/3

[pushpin]

i know that we.... aint got so many things in common
& that all a this started bcoz of somebody else & that i dont really know where it came from
or why its here
& i know that u cant always understand me & i cant always understand things about you
but either way

[pushpin]

it makes me feel good
u.... make me feel good
& i dont wanna stop

[swordhardy]

( it's difficult to tell where a lot of this is coming from—as he says, they don't always understand each other. but he's got enough sense to grasp that there's some kind of depth behind this even if he can't touch its roots. at least he understands a reason: that it feels good. an easy thing to associate with because he's recognized as much within himself, muted as his emotions may have become in some ways.

maybe it's only a fraction. maybe the range of emotion he feels in a full day is equivalent to an hour's worth of them for Guanshan, but it doesn't make it untrue. )

Then we won't

I feel the same way

[pushpin]

right

[a barest gnash of a grin, gone as quickly as he runs his hand through his hair, forgets about the magazine resting on a tight chest]

shit
sorry i feel like this is happenin a lot lately

[bursting at the seams]

whatd u do today

[swordhardy]

( doesn't totally know what the beansprout means by 'this' but—hey. if it's a good thing, it's fine, isn't it? )

The usual, more or less. Training in the morning, checked out a few stores after, went up to Fantasia for a bit.

How about you?

[pushpin]

goin stircrazy yet ?

nah just worked
bought this magazine
theres some belly fat burning suggestions in it if u wanna look mr i need to get stronger

[heheheh]