swordhardy | IC INBOX

( oh he actually did it... didn't expect him to agree!! also, he's surprised his drinking didn't make it onto that first list with how Mo cried and all )

You can put the fourth thing with the last thing on that first list. And... you want me to ask you more questions?

Wow, it is bigger. You really think I'm hot?

[Here's Your Sign that he doesn't actually care about it, he just likes bitching]

yea but i dislike em for different reasons
i want it to be even

I SAID IGNORE THAT

What reasons? And is that a yes...?

What's wrong with it?

this is such bullshit where are MY lists

Answer and then you'll get your lists

ugh bastard

its.... only kinda a yes
u let me..... avoid messy shit that i dont wanna deal w/ right away
& thats nice but sometimes i get pissed at myself for it too
not that thats ur fault.....

reasons for the 1st bcoz its goddamn frustratin, i never know how much to give u w/out gettin hurt or scaring u off
the other for the obvious
scary/too strong/etc
shallow stuff

theres nothin wrong w/ it its just embarrassing quit it
what kinda idiot thinks u aint

It's not like I know what's messy. But, if you want me to ask more, I can. It's not like there aren't things I'm not curious about

How much to give me? Does that mean there's more you're holding back? ... And I'm not too strong, I'm not strong enough

It's nice to hear. Not like it's all that often that I do

Anyway give me a minute, I'll make your lists

Dislike:
- Doesn't want to talk about swords? Or fights?
- Wears socks to bed
- Confusing sometimes
- Doesn't want to talk about swords??? Or fights???
- Stubborn

Like:
- Responsible, committed
- Reliable
- Hardworking
- Stubborn
- Trying to be the above even if it doesn't work out
- Hope
- Trusting me when you didn't have to, or have a reason to
- Soft hands and hair
- Small gestures like cooking, buying me something you don't have to
- You just know what I like during sex. And on that thought, all the noises you make during are really good
- How you cling in your sleep
- How your face looks when you blush
- The way you chew your lip sometimes
- Honest
- The other half of being confusing when you're not being confusing
- You have your own set of beliefs and stick to them

And some other stuff, but that's the bulk of it, I think

( did he win the gay list competition, he hopes he won )

uh
yea i guess i hold back
less for u & more for me

oh
ill tell you more often then

[and then this stupid list and yeah maybe Rokurou might've won because his heart beats hard and his face feels hot at most of these, and that's all well and good -- ]

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