[ Malachite falls into slumber and Rokurou tumbles into hell.
A godling's sleep that hadn't influenced a daemon before strikes deep now, its jagged blade cutting deep into weak flesh and charred bone. Spiraling, turning its brutal edge and scraping up, going for the core and dragging out the worst in dribbling ruby and cracked onyx. Colors branded into his flesh, marking him as half a creature and half a man—but different now, spreading bloodink fingers over previously untouched plains. Their reach has no end,
Black and red stain tanned skin, print across a weathered page. Leathery dark breaks that don't quite match the blight that cakes half his face; wings crack from jerking shoulder blades, burning their way past fresh gaping wounds, transformation unkind and terrible in spades. Blunt nails sharpen, go black as the rest. Normally sharp teeth are a mockery of the wide spread of razor behind freshly pale lips, cruelty behind the beauty of visage, human half of his face still stately as ever. Hair gone thicker, it piles heavily in waves, long and down around his back and shoulders. Silky, as though a blessing God hadn't deigned to take away.
Daemon and devil knotted together as one, luring in the innocent with a lovely golden eye and thick drooping lashes before sharing the bite of a monster's maw. He aches, feels the weight of something cursed settling upon his flesh, but that's nothing new. Just different now, a devil's weight different than that of a daemon. Yet they're monsters cut from the same cloth: selfish, brutal, and damned. From in the soul to out, he can feel it. All the cravings a monster has, all the aching to touch what he can't have. Wanting wanting wanting. Wet hunger soaking in his mouth. Craving something that lacks a word, mind too muddled with unrestrained desire to properly find it.
Only one bubbles to the surface amid the firestorm, throbs along with every ache, each starved pang, brilliant as a stubborn heartbeat when all else fails: Xing.
Xing Xing Xing Xing Xing. Where is he? Where is he?!
Rokurou wants him. Needs him. Needs to taste that strong body, run his forked tongue across scars and sculpted muscle, sink his teeth into every spot he can find to mark him as one dragged along to hell for the ride. Memories flash across his mind's eye—strong legs spread wide, muscular core flexing with labor, hard dusky nipples against a backdrop of scars, pursed mouth with the prettiest cupid's bow, narrow nose, little beauty mark beneath his eye begging to be licked, soft downy hair—it all goes straight to his cock. Fuck, and those eyes. The loveliest shade of purple. Delicate lilac framed by handsome, dark lashes.
So beautiful. There's nothing about the erune he doesn't like. If he could, Rokurou devour every little piece. Worship him from his ankles to his thighs to his belly and up, leaving no part unscavenged. He's never needed religion when the only thing he wants to believe in lies between Xing's thighs, laced in his pleasured sighs, found the way he groans and gasps and shivers when he comes and then falls into sweet afterglow. A mouth that demands to be kissed, a body that begs to be loved.
Groping along his cock to jerk off, mind filled with nothing but Xing, Rokurou notices that that's changed too: thicker, bigger, curved in a way that almost hooks, barbs ribbing the base just ahead of his balls. Strange to the touch, an uncomfortable chafe against his palm and fingers as he pumps, panting, tearing into his own bottom lip until it bleeds because Xing isn't here. Not here, by his side, where he should be. It's unacceptable. Cold. Lonely, so lonely—he can feel every inch of the damned mark that encompasses his body, singing him out as a thing not meant to be loved. It doesn't mean he doesn't want it, craving for Xing and everything he can give only getting deeper.
The orgasm that comes isn't good enough. It rings hollow without being dumped heavily into Xing, sweet form caught beneath his embrace, trapped so that he can't ever escape. The image of his lover twisting beneath him, panting and exhausted and filthy, isn't enough to satisfy more than this—something the devil realizes as he wipes his hands clean, another pang of hunger almost dropping him to his knees. It hurts. It hurts.
Xing. Manna. Xing. Manna. He's had enough Manna built up to get by and yet somehow he's starving for it, bloodied mouth growing wetter with saliva with the thought of dragging it from the erune. Parched, starving, Rokurou stumbles for the door and breaks through haphazardly, ignoring his lack of dress—nothing matters but finding him.
Leathery wings beat hard. Tacky blood leaks down his naked spine, slick across callous skin. It weaves down all of his limbs, a patchwork make of creature and man, marking him as other amidst the crowds of the downtrodden and flora-wearing. Other gembonded have turned as well; some have luring scents, beckon to him with curled fingers and tilted mouths, promising that they can slake the hunger that drives him as long as he plays his part and satisfies theirs ... but he turns away, frenzied in his search, desperation mounting to a breaking point until it finally tickles his nose.
A delicate scent. Lovely, fine, like the sweetest perfume. A touch of earthiness, like freshly cut grass or a crisp morning dew. A feminine draw, velvety petals falling from stalks in shades of purple and blue. Geraniums and lavender. Coaxing, potent blend that he would know anywhere; a rush of heat sluices through his body as he turns heel, following the thread of that aroma because he knows, instinctually, that it will lead him to where he needs to be. To who he needs, a little piece of salvation broken off from the rest that's meant for Rokurou and Rokurou alone.
It leads him to a garden. A hidden alcove of blooming flowers, neon specks against a backdrop of emerald. Hidden away in Eden—Rokurou should have known that's where Xing would be. Though it's hardly a private place, with other patrons mulling about quietly, Rokurou makes no heed of them. They don't exist. Not in his tunnel vision, not as he follows the red string of fate toward his other half. For all he sees, they're perfectly alone in their own cut of heaven.
Xing is calling for him. Everything laced into the erune's scent begs for Rokurou to find him. Cloying, dizzying, a sweet honey cultivated just for him. The irritation that welts along the devil's skin doesn't fade, but the knowledge that his lover is signaling a beacon for him to find soothes his ire somewhat. The pining only grows.
When he finally finds Xing set against the flora, the devil wastes no time. Desperate for contact, he winds muscular arms and clawed fingers from behind the other man, already dirtying his ethereal glow with viscous, merlot ichor. A snare that will never relent, tight in the clutch of possessive sludge that pushes through his veins.
If there was ever a question of their fated affair, finding Xing knotted up into something so celestial cinches it. Two halves of a whole: dirty monster stained by sin and darkness latching onto beauty that he should never touch. Marring it with his essence, quick to press a bloody kiss against white hair, tickling his nose into its thickness and inhaling deeply. He's always loved Six's scent, but something about it now is especially addicting. So thick, so rich, so inherently Xing that it goes straight to his head ..... and his cock, which is already twitching back to life, hard shape pressed into the curve of his lover's ass. Wanting Six to know how horny he is already, Rokurou ruts his erection into the cleft of those plush cheeks, grinding his exposed dick over clothes.
You can't drop a ravenous man in front of a banquet and expect him to behave. ]
So this is where you've been hiding. [ his comment comes as a guttural sound, all broken glass and scattered rubble. ] You should always be by my side.
[ Dragging nails catch on the front of Six's shirt, ribboning fabric in their slow downward drag. Tucking his mouth in, his hot breath tickles the erune's cheek, the edges of his shark-sharp teeth a warning brush. I'm starving and only you will satisfy me. ]
[ this is a story that doesn't begin with a fall from grace.
the godling named malachite falls into slumber and thus allows for a series of (un)fortunate events to happen, just like dominoes carefully placed next to each other, one piece collapsing into next until there's nothing left. a sharp pain radiates from a pale, exposed back, sounds of bones breaking, skin tearing, all grotesque noises that can't cover up the fact that something is beating its way free from beyond its prison of flesh.
beautiful, ethereal feathery wings of white, stained in bright red blood, spread wide open like they've always meant to be free, scattering pieces of itself all over the empty space in a flurry that's almost reminiscient of powdered snow. if it isn't for the mess it left behind on body it belongs to, one can almost find this breathtaking, surreal — a striking sight that you can't just look away from no matter how hard you try.
xing (six—) barely looks affected by the metamorphosis he's slowly going through, downy hair somewhat longer now, silkier, frames his face so well until the ends of it sit right by the small of his back. velvety ears seem much larger, fluffier and easily catches the light coming from the sun. almost like a halo, crowning him as the sacred creature he's always been. the only things that look out of place are the clothes he wear, belts upon belts constricting his legs, not at all matching the aesthetic of someone who belongs to the blue skies above.
that suits him just fine, at least, because he's the furthest thing from pure. innocent. harmless. he might look the part, a picture-perfect representation of one of god's angels, but the blood on his hands, the crimes he committed in the past — these are things that can never be forgiven nor forgotten. these are sins that should have been showcased by a blight that stains his skin, marring the perfection it should have never been born with, but here he is, catching the eyes and attention of everyone else surrounding him.
it's not long before he's overwhelmed by the need to go. just go. anywhere is better than where he is right now, far away from where he truly wants to be. he takes flight almost effortlessly, following an invisible trail of red that leads him somewhere more secluded. appropriate. a garden of eden hidden away in the pulse of neon-bright signs and city skylines, a plethora of floral species that's brimming with life and vibrancy, to the point where he feels as though his presence shouldn't have been allowed refuge here in the first place.
his fingers reach out to caress the blossoms he can reach, wondering if it would be alright to cut its life short and crush its petals within his palms. there's something wrong with how stunning everything looks to him. is it because of the amethyst that has carved itself out on his frame that is causing this change in his perspective? is it similar to the way a lonely purple moon forced him to want so desperately that it's difficult to think of anything else?
he doesn't know. it's hard to tell.
but it's too late to figure it all out—soon enough, the sound of wings draw his attention away from the flowers, lilac eyes catching sight of mismatched ones, immediately drawn to the intensity of a daemon's gaze like a moth that has doused itself in gasoline, lured in by an open flame. xing doesn't even get a chance to say anything before the hard, solid shape of his lover's cock is pressed up against his ass, igniting an uncontrollable, terrifying desire from deep within him.
he wants it. he wants it, he wants it, he wants it.
he wants the daemon to fuck him so hard and deep until his mind blanks out, forcing him to think of nothing else but the shape of his cock, the way it feels deep inside of him. it doesn't matter how painful it'll be, doesn't matter if rokurou wants to rip him into shreds from the inside-out — if that's what the devil wants, then this little lamb is offering himself up for slaughter. ]
If I've forgotten...
[ there is an airy lilt to his voice, so far away from its usual low and neutral cadence. it's almost melodic in a way that doesn't quite suit him but it matters less and less as he turns his body around, delicate hands reaching down to grasp the large cock in their grasp, squeezing at the base. he doesn't give a damn when his fingers start to bleed, pinpricked by a sharp feature that delights him just as much as it scares him. ]
Then is it not your responsibility to make sure it never happens again?
[ defiant as he always is, at least that's one thing that hasn't been taken away from him.
rokurou might be making quick work of his shirt but he makes no move to help the process along, wanting to see if it'll irritate the daemon in a way that might draw out a more volatile reaction. the ones who happen to be milling around the garden are now slowly filing out, bothered by the presence of an angel and demon who have clearly forgotten about the rest of the world. ]
[ Their whale is particularly playful, curling its tail in proud pose before blowing water all over its guests from the top—but once they hit the sky, the winds take care of that, cutting over wet fabric with balmy ruffle. Rokurou relishes it; his hair goes wild, a mane of wild black that keeps falling into his face no matter how many times he sputters and tries to blow it back into place.
Both things he forgets the moment he spots the whale's blowhole. Creeping close, he stares at it from only a few feet away with all the wide-eyed wonder of a toddler moments before shoving a grubby little fist onto a hot stove. ]
Woahhh, check this one. I've always wanted to see a blowhole up close. [ he wiggles across a lap (yours??) to get closer, his seat not the optimum placement for bad decisions, ] Say, what do you think'll happen if we cover it?
[ With an ominously hovering hand, fingers twitching, ready for MISCHIEF. ]
—▶ THE BEACH EPISODE. ②
[ Strongman contest? As if Rokurou Rangetsu could ever turn down a competition against a bunch of other strong guys—and while some are taller than him and more stacked, he'll ticket himself as the most stubborn, refusing to give up even when the boulders they're lifting get progressively bigger and bigger and bigger.
Scrappy and hungry, the daemon sizes up his opponent—you?—with a cocky little smile. With all the bravado only a spoiled younger sibling can have, he props his foot up on the biggest rock and wags his eyebrow, ]
Think you're strong? Bet you can't lift this one. [ you know, with that smile turning into a toothy grin that teases but IIIIIIIII caaannnnnnn. ] How about a little extra fun? Whoever gets it higher gets to boss the other around for a week. Starting post-beach vacation, of course.
[ Or if you're just watching the fun, one (1) Rokurou Rangetsu might just sidle up your way, clad in only beach trunks and muscles dewy from both heat and lotion, tan already beginning to richen from all the hot beach sun. ]
How about joining in on the fun? You don't have to lift. [ with a flirtatious little grin, ] I can lift you instead. How about it?
③ can go nsfw or stay stupid;
[ Clubs aren't usually his scene; despite being an extravert, Rokurou tends to linger on the sidelines when the groups are too large, watching people instead of engaging. But curiosity is as curiosity does, and he slaps on some neon to check out the inside anyway—and beelines straight for the bar to check out the drinks.
MANY BAD DECISIONS LATER...
He's leaning against the wall just inside the club, to the right of the doors to leave, scrubbing someone's shirt (stolen, they won't miss it anyway) over his neon-splattered abdomen. Keeps scrubbing, brow furrowed with more intention, before audibly sighing and turning his eyes on the nearest gembonded. ]
H-hey .... mind helping a guy out? I can't get this off. [ he's reluctant to share, but after a moment he shows his fresh badge of shame: someone's gone and painted a very artistic piece on his nicely muscular abdomen. ] Before you ask, I lost a bet.
He ain't ever the kinda man to get married, but he is that cousin you invited to your wedding only to discover the expensive wine in your wedding suite's gone missing (and then find said cousin with his head in your heart shaped toilet soon after).
Waking up groggy is old news; so is not being able to remember where he is when consciousness begins to flood back into his body. Stiff limbs, dry mouth, throbbing headache—by all accounts, last night was fucking awesome. None of it comes to mind, however, as he forces his bones to creak with movement, realizing then that it isn't a bed under his back, but the wet shoreline. ]
Ugh ... did it again, eh, Rokurou...? [ a mutter to himself as he slaps a sandy hand against his face and scrubs, pushing himself up into sitting position and finally cracking his eyes open. ] .... Ha?
[ Old news, sure, but something isn't quite right. Namely, the following:
- He's naked, not a lick of clothing to be found (including a perfectly good knife, travesty) - Covered in bite marks (person, dog, some rabid wolverine? unclear) - Soggy receipts stuck in his hair (lots of drinks, some place called The Dirty Seadog, some other place called Tattoos for Less, and a banishment notice from the jellyfish stripclub because of "nefarious behavior" .... uh?) - Splattered with neon paint (stupid club); even the sweat beading down his six pack and between his shoulderblades doesn't smudge it (annoying) - Beside someone (??????) wearing his kimono jacket (?????????? did he even bring that to the beach?)
Raking a hand through his thick, salt-stiff hair, the daemon sighs, brow scrunched as he tries to remember what happened last night. After some drinking it keeps getting fuzzy... wincing, he draws back his hand only to find that his fingers are sticky with vague pink. The throbbing continues ... ah, was it not just a hangover? ]
Hey, wake up. That's mine.
[ Says the very naked man who may or may not know the body currently taking refuge in his kimono, sliding his foot over and prodding the shape with his toe. ]
—▶ RED STRINGS OF FATE. ⑤
[ The red string .... funny, how even something he knows of has found its way into a completely different culture. It isn't called the same and he hadn't ever known it to be a real string—but the thin crimson line that's tied to his pinky finger doesn't vanish when he blinks.
Someone he's fated to meet? More than anyone, Rokurou knows fate is a twisted thing, but he's long since grown cold to its tumultuous nature. Slipping on his sandals, he makes his way out and weaves into the throng of people, following where the line leads like a fish furiously reeled by a fisherman's hand.
Where oh where are you, soulmate? It doesn't matter where he has to deck into—he's committed to seeing this through. ]
[Ibis crouches down a bit, examining the handiwork. And the canvas it was painted on.]
A profound piece. I think it speaks to the absurdity of the human condition, or something.
[She stands up and shrugs off a shoulder of her shirt (it's fine, it was open anyway, she has a bikini on under it), revealing more colorful paint across her shoulders. It continues from there up one side of her neck and onto the side of her face. Even more designs on her upper chest. There's more artistry to it than, uh, dong.jpg, at least, but she really went for a lot and is mildly regretting it now.]
How about a trade? I'll help you with your paint if you help me with mine.
[Lin wasn't really interested in JOINING the strongman competition. She was pretty strong, but pointless competitions of machismo had never really been her scene.
What she WAS interested in was sitting on the sidelines and watching shirtless guys (and some girls) with big muscles lug rocks around. She sipped at her drink (in a coconut with a paper umbrella and a straw) and imagined what it would be like if they were carrying her. That sounded very fun indeed.
Then Rokuro kind of appeared next to her and jumped STRAIGHT into her idle fantasy. It actually threw her off balance for a moment.]
What? I- er...
[Only for a moment, though. Then she abruptly stood up.]
...Yes. Yes lets do that.
Edited (actually matching your format here...) 2021-06-12 15:23 (UTC)
[Noiz's body had ended up a bit overpainted (as in, whoever had ended up putting a lot of emphasis on the skin around his piercings, to make them stick out more in the dark). He doesn't mind most of the paint on him. He could cover it up with his clothes mostly anyways.
When Rokurou points out the paint he wants to get rid of, Noiz just glances at it without a reaction.]
[ the string around his finger is something yuta is familiar with, in the way fairytales are familiar to children. yuta's never placed much stock in fate, but lately, he's been inclined to think otherwise. at least, that was before he found his way to another world entirely.
still, he chalks it up to the fairytale it is and doesn't think too much about it... but his curiosity is hard to deny. eventually, he ends up following it also, in a less hurried pace due to the crush of the crowd and nearly runs smack into his would-be soulmate. ]
Oh— [ startled out of him, yuta blinks up at the taller man, dark blue eyes wide in surprise. he had his free hand up to brace against the guy's chest and quickly retracts it, lifting up the one with the string tied to it instead. ] Hello.
[ a red string meet cute was not how he was expecting to start his day with, but you know. it could be worse. ]
( is what he had grumbled when he had found the red string tied around his pinky finger, trailing along the floor and out the crack of the partially-open sliding glass door, allowing the sunlight, light breeze, and briny scent of the ocean in to the room. great. just the sort of thing he wants to worry about, on top of his pounding headache, riotous stomach, and general state of complete disarray which still requires investigating to solve several very important questions. like... where the hell his phone went. and whose cabana he'd woken up in? he'd woken up alone, mind (he's not quite ready for the fallout which would've accompanied if he hadn't), but the place wasn't familiar in the slightest and the walls were covered in memorabilia and photos of one of the gem natives he'd never seen before.
or, at least, he's pretty sure he hadn't... god, he hopes it'd just been a good samaritan who had just offered him the place for the night and not him having broken in...
the odds for that don't look good, considering he has seemingly lost his shirt at some point last night but gained a replacement that had been cause for concern. he doesn't even know where to start. he wants to blot out all the light from the windows, curl up in a corner somewhere, and pray for unconsciousness until he wakes up and feels a little bit less like he was receiving a divine punishment from god.
a red thread of fate? really? in shinsou's mind the connotations are immediately romantic, and there's no helpful local around to steer him in a less anxiety-inducing direction. can he just ignore it? that's the leading solution in his mind for all of this — ignore it and just focus on the basics of breathing in and then out until he feels well enough to at least try to find his phone.
oh, if only he could be so lucky. the individual on the other end of the string is following it to its source, which meant: along the beach, toward one particular cabana in a row of the same, up a few wooden stairs and onto the small porch where the aforementioned sliding glass door was slightly ajar into a dim room. there's a key still in the lock, half-turned. that has to be enough of an invitation, right? though if rokurou decided to open the door any further, he will find shinsou, clearly hungover, sitting on the floor with his back propped up against the bed and head resting against its edge — he'd fallen asleep on it, but woken up when he'd rolled off of it and only gotten so far as this before squeezing his eyes shut and trying to think as little as possible. hard to do when the door rumbles and rattles in its metal lane like an oncoming freight train, letting in a guillotine of bright, summer light. shinsou throws his arm over his eyes, half-turning away from the door. )Ngh,( oh, god, is it the owner of the cabana, come back home to a stranger?? can he pay him back??? he hasn't even checked to see if there any damages —
shinsou's usually pretty good with his polite platitudes, but for now, all he can manage is, ) ...Whatever it is, I can fix it. ( ??? )
[ The burrito-shaped body grunts in response to the toe prodding, curling in on itself more as if to escape the light of day filtering through the kimono jacket. But the damage has been done; Stiles is gradually stirring to life. Long naked legs unfold from where they’re drawn up to his chest, stretching to full length as he works out the kinks in cramped calves and hamstrings. His feet make the mistake of scraping over a clump of beached seaweed in the process, the wet, slimy texture causing him to yelp in a mixture of disgust and fear as he jolts into an upright position, eyes wide open.
The sudden movement is another mistake. A grave one. Rokurou gets no warning as Stiles turns to the space between them and, without further ado, paints it in a spray of bile and alcohol. He’s still wrapped up in the kimono jacket, which somehow successfully escapes the upheaval of his stomach, even as Stiles gags and chokes – and here’s round two, followed by a round three. It’s an impressive amount of puke. Tears are streaming down his face by the time he’s finally done, gasping for breath and dizzily climbing to his feet. Without a word to Rokurou, he shambles over to the ocean’s edge, crouches down, and gargles a handful of water to get rid of the sour taste in his mouth. Once that’s done, he turns around and squints wearily at the other man.
Even hungover as he is, Stiles’ eyes linger unconsciously at the groin level before jerking back up. ]
Who… Who the hell are you? [ Then, becoming increasingly aware of the situation, he balks. ] Why are we naked!?
[ Rokurou isn’t the only one with memory gaps, apparently. ]
[ Late night: the digital clock on his phone blares 3am when the daemon groggily taps it, still mostly asleep but stirred from comfortable slumber by nature's call. It's comfortable in Guanshan's room, and dragging himself up and out of the bed to drag his ass out of the room and to the bathroom isn't something Rokurou's thrilled about—it sucks waking up so close to his normal rising time, too. 6am may as well be two minutes from now, with how time seems to fly between cracking eyelids.
Shirtless, sockless, and wearing only a pair of gray sweats as pajamas, he finds his way there with his eyes mostly closed, pissing and washing his hands half asleep, stubbing his toe and cursing lowly under his breath in the process. Loose, dark hair falls heavily in his face as he stumbles out, yawning wide, using the same blind method to tut tut tut back to Guanshan's room.
Groping out, he hooks his fingers over the doorknob and pulls it open, forgetting completely that he hadn't closed the door after spilling out into the hallway earlier. He remembers to do it now, closing himself into darkness once he's back in the younger man's bedroom, stubbing his toe on something else he doesn't remember being there as he walks back to the bed. It takes him a minute to find it, but soon his knees sink down quietly into comfortable mattress. He's long sinced mastered the art of being quiet getting in and out of bed, since their schedules run so starkly different.
With another yawn, Rokurou gropes out, hooking a strong arm over a slight dip of waist once he finds it, drawing in close to press his chest against the span of back. His favorite spot is to nuzzle his chin and mouth against the curve neck, so that's what he does on instinct, slope of his pursed lips pressed in a light kiss against the thud of a steady pulse. Soft hair tickles his cheek as he does that, and it feels nicer than usual: downy, almost, and drowsily he thinks, new shampoo? good shampoo. like shampoo..
Ah ... and whatever position he's managed to find, for once, Guanshan's knobby sharp elbows and shoulders aren't trying to puncture into him. Comfortable. With a contented sigh, he begins to doze off again.
[ It's a quiet night, one where they aren't particularly doing anything but existing in each other's company. Living together brings about such moments—especially since they're still in the snug space of Rokurou's studio&mdash. It's just that kind of 'being together while doing your own thing' serenity that Rokurou interrupts when suddenly speaking out his partner's name before dropping onto on the couch to where the erune is.
Huffing, and with childlike neediness, the daemon plops his head down onto Six's thigh and rolls himself over so that he can scrub his forehead into Six's abdomen. A strong arm curls, hooking around his waist in a possessive gesture as Rokurou makes himself nice and comfortable in Six's lap. ]
I've been thinking .... [ he trails, uncertain how to broach the subject of what he wants, not knowing if Six will be on the same page, ] ... will you do something for me?
[ Something he's been thinking about for a long time, but more and more since their reunion. He pauses the scrub of his face to peek up at the other man from beneath his eyelashes, mismatched gaze close to what can only be called puppydog. ]
[ Calendars across the multiple worlds they've traversed don't always correlate. They aren't even comparable at the base, the Wasteland's days different in length and the concept of a year unaligned to modern day China. The easiest way for the daemon to remember when Guanshan's birthday is through tallies. The habit is grassfed and homegrown—wake up, mark on a scrap of worn out parchment that he keeps strapped in the support jute wrapped around the neck of his tried and true flask with a few other documents.
The tally marks span four winding rows. Littered with smudged mistakes, scratched out confusion when everything changes again, adjustments for blank space and black static. Far from perfect but he's pretty sure he's close whenever the weather changes and those marks work up into patchwork haybales.
Nothing about their relationship is typical. Comfortably unnamed, softened by words unspoken but resolutely known, with a preference for keeping what's vulnerable furiously obscured. Commitment is elusive in the traditional way; despite Rokurou's keen hunger for it, self-awareness is a sharp prick. Real commitment to another person doesn't suit him even if they weren't constantly tugged by the threads of their past, never the right place or time or circumstances to live it. A daemon is a daemon in the end—he'll live and die by the sword, ending whatever this is through his own selfish need to find the next high of someone strong enough to drive a blade through his chest. He's also keenly aware of how human Guanshan is, having more heart to give than anyone he's ever known. Too much. A daemon isn't a proper recipient for something so good—to this day, he's deeply confounded by the young man's consistency—so he's never thought to ask for Guanshan's physical or emotional restraint regarding anyone else.
That diligence in tracking that day is one of the way he quietly upholds his own sort of commitment. A purposeful tie that he does for no one else, least of all himself (who cares? no one cares less about Rokurou than Rokurou). When what may have been sacred in another lifetime are constantly on offer to other people it's the small and seemingly insignificant gestures that he dedicates to. There are many things he can't (or won't, still so selfish and hating to give up too much control even after all this time) give Guanshan. Too many. This, at least, he can do for the person who's stubbornly managed to leave an hand's imprint on an otherwise blank sheet of snow.
Creeping into Guanshan's bedroom on the morning of his birthday, so early that it still feels like night, isn't unusual—he's long since established himself as a wraith that comes and goes depending on his moods. Longer absences when he's wistful and reflective. Shorter when he's manic, digging for his newest adrenaline rush, sleepless creature making its rounds. The bagged gift gets left on the night table, given to the wayside for now, but clearly not a blade this year despite his struggle to figure out what else would make a good gift (I'm not even fucking sorry).
The bed doesn't even creak when he slides into it, taking in the angled sprawl of the younger man. Is it 21? Another thing Rokurou counts when it comes to Guanshan and not himself. He lost his humanity when he was 19; the change halted everything, leaving him frozen over with death despite how a hot breath tickles over that column of pale freckled throat.
Chapped lips ghost along the sharp cut of Guanshan's jaw—a shape he's grown into since the first of his birthdays they spent together—as the daemon curves overhead, keeping loft. Right now, the goal isn't to wake him up—which is why the hand that travels down his chest is slow and purposeful. Nails and fingerpads graze over rucked shirt before sneaking beneath its hem in search of warm skin; they spread out when they finally sneak beneath, scarred palm going flat against the span of Guanshan's abdomen, caressing along the jut of prominent hipbone and then down into the crease of his groin.
Heat unfurls, Synchrony channel creaking open between them. The press of his mouth over Guanshan's throat is soft, a slow kiss set into the crook where pulse thrums strongest. Along with physical sensation comes the emotional—Rokurou's Synchrony has always been airy, an echoing lack, with all the muted cool of a gray autumn day headed for winter. Maybe that coolness makes what runs a tick warmer more pronounced; what feelings he does have begin to trickle across their empathic connection, like a break of spackled sunlight cutting through clustered leaves.
Affection first, carrying what he's boldly called love despite only half knowing the meaning of the word (and even that, twisted) on its coattails. In this way, Guanshan is the best thing about him—those feelings have a lightness about them that the others do not. A humanness that he's forgotten; even before he was a daemon it was nothing he felt, born and bred to be a tool and hideously twisted up by his own complexes. Desire and need are diligent in following after, more balmy and weighted down with everything he always finds himself wanting to take despite knowing better.
Slow, cautious, curious. He doesn't normally do this (that's what makes it a birthday present, yeah?), usually annoying enough to wake Guanshan up when he's horny and wants to fuck. With the added wildcard of Synchrony, Rokurou has no idea if Guanshan will jerk awake as soon as their emotions begin to twist and blend. ]
[ Standing proudly over the coffee table in the illustrious ShinMGS's living room, the daemon nods, scanning over each item he's bought and brought. Most importantly, a good bottle of sake picked out with the mind that Shinsou has a beginner's palette. Simple, a bit on the dry side, with notes of peach and a decent tail. Generally going non-offensive and working up to more acquired tastes is the way to go, he's found.
(It's how he remembers drinking with Shigure, once he was deemed old enough to press a sake cup to his lips.)
True to his word, there's no other kind of alcohol—they won't be mixing tonight. Instead, Rokurou's done his due diligence on snacks, searching for this illusive pocky. The rice crackers had been easy, but the description of a thin biscuit with chocolate left him searching through several snacks and brands toting the same description. So he just bought whatever fit the bill.
On the table: biscotti, pirouline wafers, pizzelles, madeleines, financiers, and outright pretzels dipped in chocolate. No pocky. But damn it, he tried. ]
[ Quiet drapes in their studio like a white sheet. A cool settle across the daemon's flesh, all cotton and light, breathable despite its encompassing fold. Inhale, exhale—Rokurou breathes softly, eyelids lowered with ease as the tips of Six's fingers trace along the jagged terrain of his blight. An unassuming brush that doesn't have any other meaning than the desire to be close; it's easy, it's comfortable, and Rokurou finds himself unfurling into its lull.
They've been serene for a while now, with no desperate need to fill the silence with hollow words. Existing around Six without the need to engage is something Rokurou's grown into, over time, finally settling into a rhythm that doesn't ask for effort. It doesn't ask for anything. No expectation, no hidden intentions—only the effortless desire to be near one another.
A soft hum tickles his lips as he reaches up, idly, to brush his curled index and middle fingers against the soft inside of Six's wrist. Not meant to deter him from touching along the black carapce that marks the right half of his face, it lingers there, a ghost of nails along the obscured blue of the erune's veins. ]
You know...
[ Voice soft, it trails as he blinks slowly, turning his face to offer more of the cragged black that dips along his jaw and over his right ear. ]
... I didn't always have this. Did I ever tell you how it happened?
[ Despite the question, he knows he hadn't. It isn't something that comes up often, his past not so much guarded as a thing he's tried to leave behind. To no avail, in the end: he's always haunted by its phantoms, thoughts falling to years past even when he considers himself to be a different person. Fundamentals never really do fade, no matter how much you try to excuse yourself out of them.
Hah. Maybe realizing that means he's somehow managed to grow as a person, despite having been stunted the day this black cracked out from bleeding wounds and deep despair. Or maybe that, too, was because of him. ]
[ Humming crimson twists with soft pastel, Hanara and their ethereal beauty weaving into the seedy underbelly of the Ruby Underground. Petals and vines, they exude a calming soothe that isn't natural to the scuttle of the underground's long dirty alleyways and rough bars. The natural spiked flow ebbs, with people mulling slowly, laughing, and linking arms as gentle affection softens glass-sharp corners.
Blessed and cursed with heightened senses, their sweet aroma does something to the daemon—seated comfortably on a cushioned bench outside one of the smaller shops, he munches down on his eighth large cup of candied sweet potatoes. Despite having thrown back so many (to the beguilement of the madam making said potatoes), hunger still clutches in his gut, an uncomfortable and unfamiliar plague.
Something he chalks up to hunger; the feeling spans out, tightens in his chest and pushes his dulled heart to pang. That's even more unfamiliar than the need to gnaw on everything in sight, but he's unwilling to delve into what it might mean—or how that ache only grows as he watches passersby link hands and hold onto one another—opting to instead feed the beast and clean his bank account out of most of the money he's earned thusfar.
Finishing his eighth cup, he orders a ninth. The woman laughs in disbelief as she pours the potatoes into the skillet to candy with syrup, and Rokurou laughs a little along with her before settling back. As he waits for his next helping, the daemon reclines, watching as those strange Hanara mingle amid the crowd. They're surely not the only new ones in town, Rokurou knows, but there are too many people and too many faces.
It's been over a month already, but he's never quite stopped glancing twice whenever he spots someone with fair hair and pale skin—but it's always been a disappointment. At least there's no confusing these newcomers for anything but locals. ]
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ᴀᴘʀɪʟ 2021
sɪx: "the way that her hair fell down around her face, and I recall my fall from grace"
A godling's sleep that hadn't influenced a daemon before strikes deep now, its jagged blade cutting deep into weak flesh and charred bone. Spiraling, turning its brutal edge and scraping up, going for the core and dragging out the worst in dribbling ruby and cracked onyx. Colors branded into his flesh, marking him as half a creature and half a man—but different now, spreading bloodink fingers over previously untouched plains. Their reach has no end,
Black and red stain tanned skin, print across a weathered page. Leathery dark breaks that don't quite match the blight that cakes half his face; wings crack from jerking shoulder blades, burning their way past fresh gaping wounds, transformation unkind and terrible in spades. Blunt nails sharpen, go black as the rest. Normally sharp teeth are a mockery of the wide spread of razor behind freshly pale lips, cruelty behind the beauty of visage, human half of his face still stately as ever. Hair gone thicker, it piles heavily in waves, long and down around his back and shoulders. Silky, as though a blessing God hadn't deigned to take away.
Daemon and devil knotted together as one, luring in the innocent with a lovely golden eye and thick drooping lashes before sharing the bite of a monster's maw. He aches, feels the weight of something cursed settling upon his flesh, but that's nothing new. Just different now, a devil's weight different than that of a daemon. Yet they're monsters cut from the same cloth: selfish, brutal, and damned. From in the soul to out, he can feel it. All the cravings a monster has, all the aching to touch what he can't have. Wanting wanting wanting. Wet hunger soaking in his mouth. Craving something that lacks a word, mind too muddled with unrestrained desire to properly find it.
Only one bubbles to the surface amid the firestorm, throbs along with every ache, each starved pang, brilliant as a stubborn heartbeat when all else fails: Xing.
Xing Xing Xing Xing Xing. Where is he? Where is he?!
Rokurou wants him. Needs him. Needs to taste that strong body, run his forked tongue across scars and sculpted muscle, sink his teeth into every spot he can find to mark him as one dragged along to hell for the ride. Memories flash across his mind's eye—strong legs spread wide, muscular core flexing with labor, hard dusky nipples against a backdrop of scars, pursed mouth with the prettiest cupid's bow, narrow nose, little beauty mark beneath his eye begging to be licked, soft downy hair—it all goes straight to his cock. Fuck, and those eyes. The loveliest shade of purple. Delicate lilac framed by handsome, dark lashes.
So beautiful. There's nothing about the erune he doesn't like. If he could, Rokurou devour every little piece. Worship him from his ankles to his thighs to his belly and up, leaving no part unscavenged. He's never needed religion when the only thing he wants to believe in lies between Xing's thighs, laced in his pleasured sighs, found the way he groans and gasps and shivers when he comes and then falls into sweet afterglow. A mouth that demands to be kissed, a body that begs to be loved.
Groping along his cock to jerk off, mind filled with nothing but Xing, Rokurou notices that that's changed too: thicker, bigger, curved in a way that almost hooks, barbs ribbing the base just ahead of his balls. Strange to the touch, an uncomfortable chafe against his palm and fingers as he pumps, panting, tearing into his own bottom lip until it bleeds because Xing isn't here. Not here, by his side, where he should be. It's unacceptable. Cold. Lonely, so lonely—he can feel every inch of the damned mark that encompasses his body, singing him out as a thing not meant to be loved. It doesn't mean he doesn't want it, craving for Xing and everything he can give only getting deeper.
The orgasm that comes isn't good enough. It rings hollow without being dumped heavily into Xing, sweet form caught beneath his embrace, trapped so that he can't ever escape. The image of his lover twisting beneath him, panting and exhausted and filthy, isn't enough to satisfy more than this—something the devil realizes as he wipes his hands clean, another pang of hunger almost dropping him to his knees. It hurts. It hurts.
Xing. Manna. Xing. Manna. He's had enough Manna built up to get by and yet somehow he's starving for it, bloodied mouth growing wetter with saliva with the thought of dragging it from the erune. Parched, starving, Rokurou stumbles for the door and breaks through haphazardly, ignoring his lack of dress—nothing matters but finding him.
Leathery wings beat hard. Tacky blood leaks down his naked spine, slick across callous skin. It weaves down all of his limbs, a patchwork make of creature and man, marking him as other amidst the crowds of the downtrodden and flora-wearing. Other gembonded have turned as well; some have luring scents, beckon to him with curled fingers and tilted mouths, promising that they can slake the hunger that drives him as long as he plays his part and satisfies theirs ... but he turns away, frenzied in his search, desperation mounting to a breaking point until it finally tickles his nose.
A delicate scent. Lovely, fine, like the sweetest perfume. A touch of earthiness, like freshly cut grass or a crisp morning dew. A feminine draw, velvety petals falling from stalks in shades of purple and blue. Geraniums and lavender. Coaxing, potent blend that he would know anywhere; a rush of heat sluices through his body as he turns heel, following the thread of that aroma because he knows, instinctually, that it will lead him to where he needs to be. To who he needs, a little piece of salvation broken off from the rest that's meant for Rokurou and Rokurou alone.
It leads him to a garden. A hidden alcove of blooming flowers, neon specks against a backdrop of emerald. Hidden away in Eden—Rokurou should have known that's where Xing would be. Though it's hardly a private place, with other patrons mulling about quietly, Rokurou makes no heed of them. They don't exist. Not in his tunnel vision, not as he follows the red string of fate toward his other half. For all he sees, they're perfectly alone in their own cut of heaven.
Xing is calling for him. Everything laced into the erune's scent begs for Rokurou to find him. Cloying, dizzying, a sweet honey cultivated just for him. The irritation that welts along the devil's skin doesn't fade, but the knowledge that his lover is signaling a beacon for him to find soothes his ire somewhat. The pining only grows.
When he finally finds Xing set against the flora, the devil wastes no time. Desperate for contact, he winds muscular arms and clawed fingers from behind the other man, already dirtying his ethereal glow with viscous, merlot ichor. A snare that will never relent, tight in the clutch of possessive sludge that pushes through his veins.
If there was ever a question of their fated affair, finding Xing knotted up into something so celestial cinches it. Two halves of a whole: dirty monster stained by sin and darkness latching onto beauty that he should never touch. Marring it with his essence, quick to press a bloody kiss against white hair, tickling his nose into its thickness and inhaling deeply. He's always loved Six's scent, but something about it now is especially addicting. So thick, so rich, so inherently Xing that it goes straight to his head ..... and his cock, which is already twitching back to life, hard shape pressed into the curve of his lover's ass. Wanting Six to know how horny he is already, Rokurou ruts his erection into the cleft of those plush cheeks, grinding his exposed dick over clothes.
You can't drop a ravenous man in front of a banquet and expect him to behave. ]
So this is where you've been hiding. [ his comment comes as a guttural sound, all broken glass and scattered rubble. ] You should always be by my side.
[ Dragging nails catch on the front of Six's shirt, ribboning fabric in their slow downward drag. Tucking his mouth in, his hot breath tickles the erune's cheek, the edges of his shark-sharp teeth a warning brush. I'm starving and only you will satisfy me. ]
Because you're mine. Did you forget?
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the godling named malachite falls into slumber and thus allows for a series of (un)fortunate events to happen, just like dominoes carefully placed next to each other, one piece collapsing into next until there's nothing left. a sharp pain radiates from a pale, exposed back, sounds of bones breaking, skin tearing, all grotesque noises that can't cover up the fact that something is beating its way free from beyond its prison of flesh.
beautiful, ethereal feathery wings of white, stained in bright red blood, spread wide open like they've always meant to be free, scattering pieces of itself all over the empty space in a flurry that's almost reminiscient of powdered snow. if it isn't for the mess it left behind on body it belongs to, one can almost find this breathtaking, surreal — a striking sight that you can't just look away from no matter how hard you try.
xing (six—) barely looks affected by the metamorphosis he's slowly going through, downy hair somewhat longer now, silkier, frames his face so well until the ends of it sit right by the small of his back. velvety ears seem much larger, fluffier and easily catches the light coming from the sun. almost like a halo, crowning him as the sacred creature he's always been. the only things that look out of place are the clothes he wear, belts upon belts constricting his legs, not at all matching the aesthetic of someone who belongs to the blue skies above.
that suits him just fine, at least, because he's the furthest thing from pure. innocent. harmless. he might look the part, a picture-perfect representation of one of god's angels, but the blood on his hands, the crimes he committed in the past — these are things that can never be forgiven nor forgotten. these are sins that should have been showcased by a blight that stains his skin, marring the perfection it should have never been born with, but here he is, catching the eyes and attention of everyone else surrounding him.
it's not long before he's overwhelmed by the need to go. just go. anywhere is better than where he is right now, far away from where he truly wants to be. he takes flight almost effortlessly, following an invisible trail of red that leads him somewhere more secluded. appropriate. a garden of eden hidden away in the pulse of neon-bright signs and city skylines, a plethora of floral species that's brimming with life and vibrancy, to the point where he feels as though his presence shouldn't have been allowed refuge here in the first place.
his fingers reach out to caress the blossoms he can reach, wondering if it would be alright to cut its life short and crush its petals within his palms. there's something wrong with how stunning everything looks to him. is it because of the amethyst that has carved itself out on his frame that is causing this change in his perspective? is it similar to the way a lonely purple moon forced him to want so desperately that it's difficult to think of anything else?
he doesn't know. it's hard to tell.
but it's too late to figure it all out—soon enough, the sound of wings draw his attention away from the flowers, lilac eyes catching sight of mismatched ones, immediately drawn to the intensity of a daemon's gaze like a moth that has doused itself in gasoline, lured in by an open flame. xing doesn't even get a chance to say anything before the hard, solid shape of his lover's cock is pressed up against his ass, igniting an uncontrollable, terrifying desire from deep within him.
he wants it. he wants it, he wants it, he wants it.
he wants the daemon to fuck him so hard and deep until his mind blanks out, forcing him to think of nothing else but the shape of his cock, the way it feels deep inside of him. it doesn't matter how painful it'll be, doesn't matter if rokurou wants to rip him into shreds from the inside-out — if that's what the devil wants, then this little lamb is offering himself up for slaughter. ]
If I've forgotten...
[ there is an airy lilt to his voice, so far away from its usual low and neutral cadence. it's almost melodic in a way that doesn't quite suit him but it matters less and less as he turns his body around, delicate hands reaching down to grasp the large cock in their grasp, squeezing at the base. he doesn't give a damn when his fingers start to bleed, pinpricked by a sharp feature that delights him just as much as it scares him. ]
Then is it not your responsibility to make sure it never happens again?
[ defiant as he always is, at least that's one thing that hasn't been taken away from him.
rokurou might be making quick work of his shirt but he makes no move to help the process along, wanting to see if it'll irritate the daemon in a way that might draw out a more volatile reaction. the ones who happen to be milling around the garden are now slowly filing out, bothered by the presence of an angel and demon who have clearly forgotten about the rest of the world. ]
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ᴊᴜɴᴇ 2021
ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟʟ
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—▶ THE BEACH EPISODE.
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③ can go nsfw or stay stupid;
—▶ LUNE WEDDING.
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—▶ RED STRINGS OF FATE.
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Beach 3
A profound piece. I think it speaks to the absurdity of the human condition, or something.
[She stands up and shrugs off a shoulder of her shirt (it's fine, it was open anyway, she has a bikini on under it), revealing more colorful paint across her shoulders. It continues from there up one side of her neck and onto the side of her face. Even more designs on her upper chest. There's more artistry to it than, uh, dong.jpg, at least, but she really went for a lot and is mildly regretting it now.]
How about a trade? I'll help you with your paint if you help me with mine.
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What she WAS interested in was sitting on the sidelines and watching shirtless guys (and some girls) with big muscles lug rocks around. She sipped at her drink (in a coconut with a paper umbrella and a straw) and imagined what it would be like if they were carrying her. That sounded very fun indeed.
Then Rokuro kind of appeared next to her and jumped STRAIGHT into her idle fantasy. It actually threw her off balance for a moment.]
What? I- er...
[Only for a moment, though. Then she abruptly stood up.]
...Yes. Yes lets do that.
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beach episode - 3
When Rokurou points out the paint he wants to get rid of, Noiz just glances at it without a reaction.]
You need spit.
[That's what they said.]
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still, he chalks it up to the fairytale it is and doesn't think too much about it... but his curiosity is hard to deny. eventually, he ends up following it also, in a less hurried pace due to the crush of the crowd and nearly runs smack into his would-be soulmate. ]
Oh— [ startled out of him, yuta blinks up at the taller man, dark blue eyes wide in surprise. he had his free hand up to brace against the guy's chest and quickly retracts it, lifting up the one with the string tied to it instead. ] Hello.
[ a red string meet cute was not how he was expecting to start his day with, but you know. it could be worse. ]
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( is what he had grumbled when he had found the red string tied around his pinky finger, trailing along the floor and out the crack of the partially-open sliding glass door, allowing the sunlight, light breeze, and briny scent of the ocean in to the room. great. just the sort of thing he wants to worry about, on top of his pounding headache, riotous stomach, and general state of complete disarray which still requires investigating to solve several very important questions. like... where the hell his phone went. and whose cabana he'd woken up in? he'd woken up alone, mind (he's not quite ready for the fallout which would've accompanied if he hadn't), but the place wasn't familiar in the slightest and the walls were covered in memorabilia and photos of one of the gem natives he'd never seen before.
or, at least, he's pretty sure he hadn't... god, he hopes it'd just been a good samaritan who had just offered him the place for the night and not him having broken in...
the odds for that don't look good, considering he has seemingly lost his shirt at some point last night but gained a replacement that had been cause for concern. he doesn't even know where to start. he wants to blot out all the light from the windows, curl up in a corner somewhere, and pray for unconsciousness until he wakes up and feels a little bit less like he was receiving a divine punishment from god.
a red thread of fate? really? in shinsou's mind the connotations are immediately romantic, and there's no helpful local around to steer him in a less anxiety-inducing direction. can he just ignore it? that's the leading solution in his mind for all of this — ignore it and just focus on the basics of breathing in and then out until he feels well enough to at least try to find his phone.
oh, if only he could be so lucky. the individual on the other end of the string is following it to its source, which meant: along the beach, toward one particular cabana in a row of the same, up a few wooden stairs and onto the small porch where the aforementioned sliding glass door was slightly ajar into a dim room. there's a key still in the lock, half-turned. that has to be enough of an invitation, right? though if rokurou decided to open the door any further, he will find shinsou, clearly hungover, sitting on the floor with his back propped up against the bed and head resting against its edge — he'd fallen asleep on it, but woken up when he'd rolled off of it and only gotten so far as this before squeezing his eyes shut and trying to think as little as possible. hard to do when the door rumbles and rattles in its metal lane like an oncoming freight train, letting in a guillotine of bright, summer light. shinsou throws his arm over his eyes, half-turning away from the door. ) Ngh, ( oh, god, is it the owner of the cabana, come back home to a stranger?? can he pay him back??? he hasn't even checked to see if there any damages —
shinsou's usually pretty good with his polite platitudes, but for now, all he can manage is, ) ...Whatever it is, I can fix it. ( ??? )
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The sudden movement is another mistake. A grave one. Rokurou gets no warning as Stiles turns to the space between them and, without further ado, paints it in a spray of bile and alcohol. He’s still wrapped up in the kimono jacket, which somehow successfully escapes the upheaval of his stomach, even as Stiles gags and chokes – and here’s round two, followed by a round three. It’s an impressive amount of puke. Tears are streaming down his face by the time he’s finally done, gasping for breath and dizzily climbing to his feet. Without a word to Rokurou, he shambles over to the ocean’s edge, crouches down, and gargles a handful of water to get rid of the sour taste in his mouth. Once that’s done, he turns around and squints wearily at the other man.
Even hungover as he is, Stiles’ eyes linger unconsciously at the groin level before jerking back up. ]
Who… Who the hell are you? [ Then, becoming increasingly aware of the situation, he balks. ] Why are we naked!?
[ Rokurou isn’t the only one with memory gaps, apparently. ]
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five.
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ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ
ᴍᴀʀᴄʜ 2021
sʜɪɴsᴏᴜ: "who can that be, knocking at my door❓"
Shirtless, sockless, and wearing only a pair of gray sweats as pajamas, he finds his way there with his eyes mostly closed, pissing and washing his hands half asleep, stubbing his toe and cursing lowly under his breath in the process. Loose, dark hair falls heavily in his face as he stumbles out, yawning wide, using the same blind method to tut tut tut back to Guanshan's room.
Groping out, he hooks his fingers over the doorknob and pulls it open, forgetting completely that he hadn't closed the door after spilling out into the hallway earlier. He remembers to do it now, closing himself into darkness once he's back in the younger man's bedroom, stubbing his toe on something else he doesn't remember being there as he walks back to the bed. It takes him a minute to find it, but soon his knees sink down quietly into comfortable mattress. He's long sinced mastered the art of being quiet getting in and out of bed, since their schedules run so starkly different.
With another yawn, Rokurou gropes out, hooking a strong arm over a slight dip of waist once he finds it, drawing in close to press his chest against the span of back. His favorite spot is to nuzzle his chin and mouth against the curve neck, so that's what he does on instinct, slope of his pursed lips pressed in a light kiss against the thud of a steady pulse. Soft hair tickles his cheek as he does that, and it feels nicer than usual: downy, almost, and drowsily he thinks, new shampoo? good shampoo. like shampoo..
Ah ... and whatever position he's managed to find, for once, Guanshan's knobby sharp elbows and shoulders aren't trying to puncture into him. Comfortable. With a contented sigh, he begins to doze off again.
The fool. ]
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sɪx: "the rumpus and ruckus are comfortable now"
[ It's a quiet night, one where they aren't particularly doing anything but existing in each other's company. Living together brings about such moments—especially since they're still in the snug space of Rokurou's studio&mdash. It's just that kind of 'being together while doing your own thing' serenity that Rokurou interrupts when suddenly speaking out his partner's name before dropping onto on the couch to where the erune is.
Huffing, and with childlike neediness, the daemon plops his head down onto Six's thigh and rolls himself over so that he can scrub his forehead into Six's abdomen. A strong arm curls, hooking around his waist in a possessive gesture as Rokurou makes himself nice and comfortable in Six's lap. ]
I've been thinking .... [ he trails, uncertain how to broach the subject of what he wants, not knowing if Six will be on the same page, ] ... will you do something for me?
[ Something he's been thinking about for a long time, but more and more since their reunion. He pauses the scrub of his face to peek up at the other man from beneath his eyelashes, mismatched gaze close to what can only be called puppydog. ]
Scar me. With your name.
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ᴍᴀʏ 2021
ᴍɢs, ᴍᴀʏ 16: "get ready for action, don't be astounded"
The tally marks span four winding rows. Littered with smudged mistakes, scratched out confusion when everything changes again, adjustments for blank space and black static. Far from perfect but he's pretty sure he's close whenever the weather changes and those marks work up into patchwork haybales.
Nothing about their relationship is typical. Comfortably unnamed, softened by words unspoken but resolutely known, with a preference for keeping what's vulnerable furiously obscured. Commitment is elusive in the traditional way; despite Rokurou's keen hunger for it, self-awareness is a sharp prick. Real commitment to another person doesn't suit him even if they weren't constantly tugged by the threads of their past, never the right place or time or circumstances to live it. A daemon is a daemon in the end—he'll live and die by the sword, ending whatever this is through his own selfish need to find the next high of someone strong enough to drive a blade through his chest. He's also keenly aware of how human Guanshan is, having more heart to give than anyone he's ever known. Too much. A daemon isn't a proper recipient for something so good—to this day, he's deeply confounded by the young man's consistency—so he's never thought to ask for Guanshan's physical or emotional restraint regarding anyone else.
That diligence in tracking that day is one of the way he quietly upholds his own sort of commitment. A purposeful tie that he does for no one else, least of all himself (who cares? no one cares less about Rokurou than Rokurou). When what may have been sacred in another lifetime are constantly on offer to other people it's the small and seemingly insignificant gestures that he dedicates to. There are many things he can't (or won't, still so selfish and hating to give up too much control even after all this time) give Guanshan. Too many. This, at least, he can do for the person who's stubbornly managed to leave an hand's imprint on an otherwise blank sheet of snow.
Creeping into Guanshan's bedroom on the morning of his birthday, so early that it still feels like night, isn't unusual—he's long since established himself as a wraith that comes and goes depending on his moods. Longer absences when he's wistful and reflective. Shorter when he's manic, digging for his newest adrenaline rush, sleepless creature making its rounds. The bagged gift gets left on the night table, given to the wayside for now, but clearly not a blade this year despite his struggle to figure out what else would make a good gift (I'm not even fucking sorry).
The bed doesn't even creak when he slides into it, taking in the angled sprawl of the younger man. Is it 21? Another thing Rokurou counts when it comes to Guanshan and not himself. He lost his humanity when he was 19; the change halted everything, leaving him frozen over with death despite how a hot breath tickles over that column of pale freckled throat.
Chapped lips ghost along the sharp cut of Guanshan's jaw—a shape he's grown into since the first of his birthdays they spent together—as the daemon curves overhead, keeping loft. Right now, the goal isn't to wake him up—which is why the hand that travels down his chest is slow and purposeful. Nails and fingerpads graze over rucked shirt before sneaking beneath its hem in search of warm skin; they spread out when they finally sneak beneath, scarred palm going flat against the span of Guanshan's abdomen, caressing along the jut of prominent hipbone and then down into the crease of his groin.
Heat unfurls, Synchrony channel creaking open between them. The press of his mouth over Guanshan's throat is soft, a slow kiss set into the crook where pulse thrums strongest. Along with physical sensation comes the emotional—Rokurou's Synchrony has always been airy, an echoing lack, with all the muted cool of a gray autumn day headed for winter. Maybe that coolness makes what runs a tick warmer more pronounced; what feelings he does have begin to trickle across their empathic connection, like a break of spackled sunlight cutting through clustered leaves.
Affection first, carrying what he's boldly called love despite only half knowing the meaning of the word (and even that, twisted) on its coattails. In this way, Guanshan is the best thing about him—those feelings have a lightness about them that the others do not. A humanness that he's forgotten; even before he was a daemon it was nothing he felt, born and bred to be a tool and hideously twisted up by his own complexes. Desire and need are diligent in following after, more balmy and weighted down with everything he always finds himself wanting to take despite knowing better.
Slow, cautious, curious. He doesn't normally do this (that's what makes it a birthday present, yeah?), usually annoying enough to wake Guanshan up when he's horny and wants to fuck. With the added wildcard of Synchrony, Rokurou has no idea if Guanshan will jerk awake as soon as their emotions begin to twist and blend. ]
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ᴊᴜɴᴇ 2021
sʜɪɴsᴏᴜ: "the weird and the novelties, don't ever change"
[ Standing proudly over the coffee table in the illustrious ShinMGS's living room, the daemon nods, scanning over each item he's bought and brought. Most importantly, a good bottle of sake picked out with the mind that Shinsou has a beginner's palette. Simple, a bit on the dry side, with notes of peach and a decent tail. Generally going non-offensive and working up to more acquired tastes is the way to go, he's found.
(It's how he remembers drinking with Shigure, once he was deemed old enough to press a sake cup to his lips.)
True to his word, there's no other kind of alcohol—they won't be mixing tonight. Instead, Rokurou's done his due diligence on snacks, searching for this illusive pocky. The rice crackers had been easy, but the description of a thin biscuit with chocolate left him searching through several snacks and brands toting the same description. So he just bought whatever fit the bill.
On the table: biscotti, pirouline wafers, pizzelles, madeleines, financiers, and outright pretzels dipped in chocolate. No pocky. But damn it, he tried. ]
What do you think?
[ Praise. Praise!! ]
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sɪx: "I got you, moonlight, you're my starlight"
They've been serene for a while now, with no desperate need to fill the silence with hollow words. Existing around Six without the need to engage is something Rokurou's grown into, over time, finally settling into a rhythm that doesn't ask for effort. It doesn't ask for anything. No expectation, no hidden intentions—only the effortless desire to be near one another.
A soft hum tickles his lips as he reaches up, idly, to brush his curled index and middle fingers against the soft inside of Six's wrist. Not meant to deter him from touching along the black carapce that marks the right half of his face, it lingers there, a ghost of nails along the obscured blue of the erune's veins. ]
You know...
[ Voice soft, it trails as he blinks slowly, turning his face to offer more of the cragged black that dips along his jaw and over his right ear. ]
... I didn't always have this. Did I ever tell you how it happened?
[ Despite the question, he knows he hadn't. It isn't something that comes up often, his past not so much guarded as a thing he's tried to leave behind. To no avail, in the end: he's always haunted by its phantoms, thoughts falling to years past even when he considers himself to be a different person. Fundamentals never really do fade, no matter how much you try to excuse yourself out of them.
Hah. Maybe realizing that means he's somehow managed to grow as a person, despite having been stunted the day this black cracked out from bleeding wounds and deep despair. Or maybe that, too, was because of him. ]
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ᴏᴠᴇʀғʟᴏᴡ
ᴍᴀʀᴄʜ 2021: ᴛᴅᴍ
[sɪx | sᴘʀɪɴɢ ғᴇᴠᴇʀ: ᴘʀᴏᴍᴘᴛ 1] ━ "locked up, can't get you off my mind"
Blessed and cursed with heightened senses, their sweet aroma does something to the daemon—seated comfortably on a cushioned bench outside one of the smaller shops, he munches down on his eighth large cup of candied sweet potatoes. Despite having thrown back so many (to the beguilement of the madam making said potatoes), hunger still clutches in his gut, an uncomfortable and unfamiliar plague.
Something he chalks up to hunger; the feeling spans out, tightens in his chest and pushes his dulled heart to pang. That's even more unfamiliar than the need to gnaw on everything in sight, but he's unwilling to delve into what it might mean—or how that ache only grows as he watches passersby link hands and hold onto one another—opting to instead feed the beast and clean his bank account out of most of the money he's earned thusfar.
Finishing his eighth cup, he orders a ninth. The woman laughs in disbelief as she pours the potatoes into the skillet to candy with syrup, and Rokurou laughs a little along with her before settling back. As he waits for his next helping, the daemon reclines, watching as those strange Hanara mingle amid the crowd. They're surely not the only new ones in town, Rokurou knows, but there are too many people and too many faces.
It's been over a month already, but he's never quite stopped glancing twice whenever he spots someone with fair hair and pale skin—but it's always been a disappointment. At least there's no confusing these newcomers for anything but locals. ]
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