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[swordhardy]

( he doesn't want to leave it on this note; not after something that was good last night, so even if the moment's past he fills in anyway— )

I was trying to say that I like making you feel that way, before. I haven't felt something like that in a long time.

[pushpin]

...

does makin me feel things make u feel things ?

[swordhardy]

( ok this takes maybe only like six minutes: )

... Yeah

1/2

[pushpin]

oh

[pushpin]

got some bad news for u then

[swordhardy]

???

[pushpin]

[ -- he actually laughs when he reads that message]

[figures it'd fly right over Rokurou's head]

u make me feel a lot
more than u know, probly

[swordhardy]

Really?

Like what?

[pushpin]

u sure u wanna know

[swordhardy]

Yeah

[pushpin]

awright
uh....

safe
warm
scared & nervous & that aint just the daemon thing
confused
like i belong or got worth or somethin
special
happy sometimes
sad too
a lil obsessive, a lil stupid
embarrassed but sometimes its in a good way
lonely, once in a while

[swordhardy]

( was expecting a sentence what is this )

... You really are a passionate guy

I like that about you

Even if I can't understand how I make you feel half of this -- it doesn't make me unhappy.

Lonely?

[pushpin]

[...relaxes, fingers going to a knot that's been forming on the back of his neck]

[he's harder to scare off than he seems, huh]

its just u bein u

um yea
sometimes i wish i was w/ u instead
or when im busy & just wanna do somethin stupid & easy
like distract u from meditatin

[maybe "lonely" is the wrong word, but he doesn't have another one for that kind of... yearning]

so i guess that means........ guilty too

[swordhardy]

Wanting to be with me makes you feel guilty?

Then come see me. I'd want to see you too.

[pushpin]

it aint that easy
i cant spend all my time w/ u, i gotta make money

[swordhardy]

You want to see me all the time?

[pushpin]

i
er

not.... ALL the time all the time
ur too damn annoyin for that

[saved]

[swordhardy]

Right. So come see me when you want to!

[pushpin]

i never said i wouldnt

[definitely won't sometimes]

[swordhardy]

You're stubborn

You wouldn't

[pushpin]

shut the hell up u dont know

[swordhardy]

I think I do

[pushpin]

well ur WRONG
im not a coward, ill come when i wanna
& ill lick ur scars too, just watch me

[swordhardy]

Hoh?

Then come over. I'm not even wearing a shirt right now.

[pushpin]

I DIDNT MEAN RIGHT THIS SECOND