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GAME DETAILS & STATS

HOUSING
↳ Ruby Underground studio with wray
↳ Frequent visitor at pushpin & formant's apartment

INVENTORY
↳ Wisteria-like potted plant
↳ Numerous weapons (Kurogane Stormquell, obsidian short swords, various knives)
↳ Usual outfit (kimono jacket, hakama, under armor, hard armor, soft armor, gloves, black under layer)
↳ Causal wear (sweatpants, t-shirts, boxers, slip-on sandals)

HAUNTS
↳ Bars in the Ruby Underground
↳ Parks during early morning for training

Comments

[pushpin]

no

im really into u
we might look silly if im 45 n ur still 19
but that part doesnt really bother me..... im gonna have a hot young lover forever !
& ill kill u before u outlive me

[swordhardy]

That's alright.
Wouldn't stop me either.
And I'd still treat her good.

Putting side how cute it is that you think you could ever kill me
You really want to be with me for that long?

[pushpin]

i know
ur a good partner

dont underestimate me
might take me 50 more years, but ill do it

[swordhardy]

I don't know if I'd say that

I guess that's a yes
I don't get it
But I don't dislike the thought

[pushpin]

why not

why dont u get it
uve always wanted to die fighting n if ur at my side, i cant leave that part of u unsatisfied

[swordhardy]

Why not? I'm a daemon. Did you forget?

That's not the confusing part.
No... that I understand well.
You'll need 100 years before you can even come close.

[pushpin]

obviously not
but ur a lot of things, so u can be this too

then ill live to 121

[swordhardy]

Aah?
"A lot of things"
What else am I?

Don't promise unless you mean it
You know what those mean to me

[pushpin]

u know exactly what u are, u always have
a daemon, a rangetsu, a swordsman
a brother n son
a protector, a monster, a friend who aint judgmental
lover, partner
stubborn stupid wild & loyal
someone who sees what they want n goes after it
thats the man ive been in love w/ for 4 yaers
maybe in another 4 u can stop wonderin why

i know
im promisin
besides, i mighta been as strong as u once when i became a dragon
even if it feels like cheatin a lil bit.....

[swordhardy]

…You’re generous tonight
Are you drunk?

I would say a lotta bit
I like you better as you are anyway

[pushpin]

a little

u said that before
i made a lot of room in me for u, u know

[swordhardy]

Drinking that shitty beer?

And I’ll probably say it again

… yeah, I know.

[pushpin]

ya....
i upgraded to whiskey this time

regrettin anything ?

[swordhardy]

Look at you, you really are growing up.

No.
I’ve never regretted a single thing.

[pushpin]

shut up, i can drink if i wanna
cheap beer OR hard spirits !

yea i like that about u too

[swordhardy]

Let’s drink together
You can cry on me like you used to, if you want.

Do you have any?
Regrets.

[pushpin]

we both know i aint needda be drunk for that
but i held it together on my birthday this year !

a few
but none to do w/ u

[swordhardy]

Hahaha
You’re right, you broke tradition.
Next time you’ll have to cry twice.

You can still tell me.
I know there’s a lot we don’t talk about, but we always can.
No matter what it is.

[pushpin]

ur such an asshole
come buy me drinks

i know

[ ... ]

if i changed too much
or left u for some reason
what would u do ? really

[swordhardy]

Sure, where are you?

I’d want to kill you.
But I don’t know if I would.

[pushpin]

eden
ill meet u outside when u get close

why not

[swordhardy]

Alright. Don’t get too drunk without me.

…
I don’t know if I want to kill someone I love again.
It felt …
Well.
That feeling would probably be gone by then, anyway, so maybe I would.

[pushpin]

ill stop til u get here ! just bcoz u asked so sweet

[ he isn't sure either way. Rokurou is a creature of habits and of blood — is it more romantic for him to show restraint? in a moment of liquored clarity, he considers his own depravity. ]

gone huh
wouldnt have much to lose at that point i guess

[swordhardy]

Don’t misunderstand.
What I do feel doesn’t change easily. Even if you changed or tried to leave me, I’d feel about you as I do now.

It was how killing someone I loved didn’t feel … good. Like it usually does.

But I’m not a good man. I wouldn’t allow you to find your own happiness elsewhere.

You already knew that though.

[pushpin]

[ "didn't feel good", "wouldn't allow you to find your own happiness elsewhere" — he lets out the breath he didn't realize he was holding in a rare laugh. ]

yea i did
thanks