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ROKUROU ᴍᴀʟᴇᴠᴏʟᴇɴᴛ ᴅɪᴄᴋ RANGETSU ([personal profile] swordhardy) wrote2020-10-29 08:10 pm
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TO BE MADE PRETTY





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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-06 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ six didn't know what to expect. what he notices at first is the way rokurou closes in the distance between them, all the way until there's nowhere for him to go. his heart beats wildly for reasons unknown to him, but the oni deep inside keeps him steady and right where he is.

their lips meet, and for once, six doesn't push him away immediately. he waits until he has to breathe to be the one to pull back, pale face already a deep scarlet that is definitely not going to fade anytime soon. for the most part, he doesn't look disgusted by what happened — he's simply confused, because he doesn't understand why rokurou would do that. ]


... Rokurou?

[ why? ]
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-08 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ rokurou calls him by his real name and now his heart can't make sense of what its doing. the red flush on his cheeks deepen considerably, even more embarrassed now thanks to the intimacy of it all, even if it was just as simple as referring to him as xing. in the back of his mind, he understands why it affects him this much.

there's a faraway voice whispering the reason, after all: xing is a beautiful name. don't you know? there's a reason why your father chose it.

your name means—


he finds his voice somehow. ]


You wanted to—? It's... [ he knows he shouldn't ask, he knows it isn't fair, ] It's not because of the oni, is it?

[ but isn't it a valid fear nonetheless? both of them have admitted to being drawn to each other as a result of what their youkai wants, so he wants to be absolutely certain. ]
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-09 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's me and you.

six can feel the way his breath catches in his throat, rokurou's words leaving him just a tiny little bit dumbstruck. no one has ever expressed feelings that go much deeper than friendship, and thanks to how much he doubts his own worth, he can't help but wonder if rokurou is making a mistake here. there's nothing good about him and yet here is the daemon saying he wanted to kiss him — plain and simple.

he doesn't know what to tell him. he's never been in this position before.

but given how fast his heart is beating, can he take this to mean that he feels the same way? that he won't mind it if rokurou kisses him again? ]


Then... maybe you should do it again.

[ heat rises to his cheeks once more, eyes diverted to focus on the grassy patch between them. ]

Just to be sure.
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-09 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ anticipation mixes itself all over that pretty lilac hue, colouring it with a warmth and depth that had never really been there before. six can feel the world coming to a standstill, different from how it twists and rewinds in this place, and then rokurou kisses him again and suddenly everything is back in working order. a faint breeze caresses his skin softly, but it's no much compared to the way the daemon is holding him.

his heart flutters once more, followed by a warm, fuzzy feeling that he can no longer pretend means nothing. there's something about how rokurou makes him feel that can't be attributed to anything he's ever experience in his life — this is new, exciting, and terrifying all at once.

he doesn't want to let this go.

he lingers for a few seconds more, relishing in the taste of the other man, relishing in how they fit together so nicely. it's almost upsetting to pull away but he knows he has to, opting to keep their foreheads pressed against each other's. ]


... Alright.

[ that's it. that's all he says.

he's always been so good at ruining the moment. ]
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-17 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ the erune thinks he can get used to simply listening to the sound of rokurou's laughter. it makes his heart do weird things that are hard for him to process, but the feeling he experiences is pleasant nonetheless. when he opens his eyes, his blush turns into a deeper scarlet once he realizes rokurou's been staring at him. ]

I... Practice?

[ does that mean rokurou wants to do kiss him again?

not that the idea is appalling to six, but it terrifies him all the same. he doesn't know what his heart is doing at this point. there's no stopping him from asking such a dumb question with a really obvious answer. ]


But why do you want to practice—?
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-19 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ practice makes perfect, rokurou says, as if that first kiss hadn't been perfect already—but what does he know? it's not as though he has any experience in this at all, still confused and unsure of what he should be doing here beyond the fact that it just... feels nice, like it's something that should have happened long ago.

he looks away from rokurou when he ruffles his hair again, lilac eyes closing at the gesture. he's not used to thinking how nice it is to have someone pressed up against him like this, close enough to share the warmth. he listens to what rokurou wishes to see—a shooting star, he says, something so rare that it makes six wonder if it'll even be possible.

after all, hakagemachi just got their stars back. will it be willing to lose one so soon? ]


... You're so fixated on them. The stars.

[ his voice lowers into an even softer tone. so much quieter now.

your name means—

that beautiful light twinkling brightly in the night sky.
]


Even though you've caught one right here.
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-20 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ those lilac eyes widen with panic once he realizes how rokurou interpreted what he said. ]

That's not what I—

[ it's too late.

the daemon is so close to him now, thumb gently caressing his cheek, mismatched eyes fluttering shut as he leans in to lock their lips. this is one star that burns a deeper shade of red, warm and hot and vibrant all thanks to how the other man makes him feel. he doesn't really know what to make of this, still unsure, still uncertain of whether or not he deserves this simple happiness, but there's no denying the fact that this is something he isn't willing to give up.

he kisses rokurou back, tentatively at first, but growing more curious and more bold as seconds begin to add up. it may be a little awkward on his end despite his best efforts, so he can only hope rokurou doesn't mind.

(it might kill him if the man deems to comment on it. he can already imagine the look on his face.) ]
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-21 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ once they both pull away from each other, the flush on six's cheeks never leaves him, made all the more worse when he sees a faint one colour rokurou's too. his eyes blink wildly at the sight before he has to look away, suddenly feeling so shy despite being way past the point of it being necessary. they've already stepped over the line so why does his heart still feel like jumping right out of his chest?

he struggles to regain his composure, unable to remember what it is he wanted to say. ]


I... [ give him a moment. ] My name. My real name, Xing... I wanted to tell you what it meant.

[ this time, there's no recovering from how red his face is. he can't meet rokurou's eyes out of fear he just might crumble from the weight of embarrassment. ]

I was told it meant "that beautiful light twinkling brightly in the night sky".

[ he simply wanted to tell someone before this city's magic made him forget. ]
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-23 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a reason why six hasn't gone by as xing, and it's not just because siete has deemed it necessary for all eternals to have a moniker. that name is tied to a past he is desperately trying to atone for, a past that he doesn't think he'll ever be truly at peace with, no matter what he does.

it's a name that has too many memories that are no good, but somehow, when rokurou asks if he can call him xing from now on, the only thing he can think of is how much he wants to let him. ]


... If you'd like.

[ his heart is racing. somehow it's beating so loud that he's scared it might leap right out of him. ]

I don't think it suits me at all.

[ why would his father pick this name, when he was so hated by everyone in his life? it doesn't make any sense to him. ]
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-25 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ rokurou doesn't have to say anything, especially given the way he's looking at six as if he's the most beautiful thing in the world right now. the erune can already guess what the daemon is thinking—the unspoken words are written in his smile, the twinkle in his eyes. it makes it difficult for six to look at him directly because it's so overwhelming.

he's never really been in this position before. to have someone's focus be all on him and nothing else. what is he supposed to do here? is he supposed to say anything? acknowledge it? it'll be easier to push rokurou away, but—

his heart knows that's not what he wants. ]


... Of course you'd say that.

[ his heart is racing once again, but it's all thanks to what he's up to this time around. he shifts his body's position so it's easier to pull rokurou closer to him, enabling easy access for yet another kiss. words are hard to string together when his mind is a mess of emotions so he'll settle for this.

soft and sweet, it's a kiss that lingers. he knows rokurou won't mind. ]
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[personal profile] wray 2021-03-26 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's just too bad that the one time six does something to fluster rokurou is the same time he isn't looking directly at the daemon once the kiss breaks off. if anything, his eyes are closed shut, if only because he's nervous what he sees will just make his heart beat even faster. this is such a weird sensation for him, so unused to love and affection that he isn't quite sure how to navigate it, but he's making do somehow.

one way or another, he'll gather up the courage to do what he just did again.

for now, however, he is content to stay close like this, to not move a single inch away from the man who has confused him in more ways than one. at least it's a good thing — for the most part. ]


... Yeah. Let's stay here.

[ with the stars as their backdrop, six finds himself trying to match the rhythm of rokurou's breathing, the same rise and fall of those ribs where the daemon's heart rests. he doesn't know why he started to do it, only that it soothes him, takes away all the tension he might otherwise be experiencing.

he doesn't have anywhere else he'd rather be. ]